Filed under: when love and hate collide
ever had the feeling…err, experience, when you just cannot simply put something/someone off your mind?… hard, eh?
and what makes it harder is the guilt, which is constantly pestering you to stop doing what you are already doing,based on..well, forbidden feelings..
damn…
when things are finally falling in their rightful places…it always come to this!!!
for heaven’s sake, don’t mess up this chance please…have mercy..<this is for me…>
and for once, please just this one damned moment…DO NOT OVERDO IT!!! and will you stop whining about something you have long decided against on. remember… do not fall for this ’sheer feeling’… for soon, before u know it, it will be gone…
and will leave you floating, hanging in nowhere again…
don’t, please, let yourself fall again for a moment so wrong…
…he’s just a flirt!!! okei…you have told so yourself ages ago…
…right now, you’ve got your hands full and please, don’t spill them for this boy…
it’s not fuckin’ worth it…
<pardon for the term, i just really need some swearing ryt now…>
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ahm, just let it go! those feelings aren’t even worthy to entertain! they’ll just lead you to procrastination… “every relationship you have that are not helpful fulfilling your dreams, CUT THEM OFF!!”…
Comment by duh?! July 9, 2007 @ 4:22 pmtesting this feature…
Comment by Alreia Tuazon July 9, 2007 @ 4:24 pmOk. If you’re already in the situations then go with it. If he’s just a flirt, then flirt. But don’t love.
Comment by a concerned student. July 18, 2007 @ 10:15 amThings should fall in their proper positions. The boyfriend: the lover. The flirt: just a guy.
oh yeah, i guess im just over analyzing things.. I finally know the rightful places of everything..and i know better to get affected by just a flirt…
Comment by Alreia Tuazon July 18, 2007 @ 12:20 pmthis really hurts for the guy..i mean, if he knows or has a clue that he’s the flirt one..does he really mean to flirt or it’s just his way of doing his thing?? hmm..
Comment by a concerned student. July 21, 2007 @ 1:00 amhuh?? do u mean to say he isn’t? yeah, i’m not sure if he really is, but don’t you think it wouldn’t be healthy for me if it so happened that i accepted the fact that he isn’t a flirt??
Oh, and btw, this one’s the least of my worries now.
It also happened that I’ve learned to accept things as it is. I mean, if it’s bound to be like this without my control, so be it.
I just don’t need to be swayed by it.
One thing more, my happiness does not depend on people, it is the instances that makes it. Ü
Comment by Alreia Tuazon July 21, 2007 @ 5:36 am